So life has been pretty busy lately since I am working full time. These past 2 weeks I have worked 60 hours, but usually it's between 45 and 50 a week. very very tiring.
I miss my old best friend.. but there's nothing i can do anymore.. my effort is effortless.
Mike and I are still together w00t w00t
I love him so much. 10 months in december!!! Thanks for always being there, Mike. I couldn't have gotten through the past few months without you.
I must say, a whole lot of crap has happened in my life the last few months, and to make it worse i have turned away from God. I am trying to put Him first in my life again, but it is really hard. I have done some things that make me feel like God will never want me and that I've hit that point where He doesn't keep trying. and trust me, that feeling SUCKS. I know He forgives me, but I haven't forgiven me.
Besides that, my life is... well, life. I'm not sure what I'm going to do next fall but hopefully it will all work out.
Thanks for caring guys.
Katie

lookin' a lot like i just got trampled on feelin' a lot like i just can't get up off the ground no, i can't get up i was worryin' about how this thing would turn out wondering how i could make everything go down my way it's gotta be that wayfunny how you try to hold so tight the more it slips away the closer that you look its all a blur i need a new todayChorus:won't you save me from the selfishness that keeps me far from you hold me'til i know i hear You say you're not looking for perfection just a willingness is fine You will always have my attention You just wanna hear me say save meHow did i get here stuck in themiddle I wanna do right But its easier to think about only me It could only be Can i wake up from this life that i'm livin' tell me again that it's all forgiven what You see in me funny how you try to hold so tight the more it slips away the closer that you look it's all ablur i need a new today, won't youRepeat chorusfunny how you try to hold so tight the more it slips away the closer that you look its allablur i think i need a new today, won't youRepeat Chorus
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