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Saturday, 21 April 2007

  • my life song right now...

    She is running A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction She is trying But the canyon's ever widening In the depths of her cold heart So she sets out on another misadventure just to find She's another two years older And she's three more steps behind CHORUS Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? She is yearning For shelter and affection That she never found at home She is searching For a hero to ride in To ride in and save the day And in walks her prince charming And he knows just what to say Momentary lapse of reason And she gives herself away Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? If judgment looms under every steeple If lofty glances from lofty people Can't see past her scarlet letter And we've never even met her If judgment looms under every steeple If lofty glances from lofty people Can't see past her scarlet letter And we've never even met her We've never even met her Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? He is running A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction

Monday, 20 November 2006

  • so much to do, so little time...

      So life has been pretty busy lately since I am working full time. These past 2 weeks I have worked 60 hours, but usually it's between 45 and 50 a week. very very tiring.

    I miss my old best friend.. but there's nothing i can do anymore.. my effort is effortless.

    Mike and I are still together w00t w00t  I love him so much. 10 months in december!!! Thanks for always being there, Mike. I couldn't have gotten through the past few months without you.

    I must say, a whole lot of crap has happened in my life the last few months, and to make it worse i have turned away from God. I am trying to put Him first in my life again, but it is really hard. I have done some things that make me feel like God will never want me and that I've hit that point where He doesn't keep trying. and trust me, that feeling SUCKS. I know He forgives me, but I haven't forgiven me.

    Besides that, my life is... well, life. I'm not sure what I'm going to do next fall but hopefully it will all work out.

    Thanks for caring guys.

     

    Katie

    imnothing
     
     
     
     
     
     
    lookin' a lot like i just got trampled on                                                                                                              feelin' a lot like i just can't get up off the ground                                                                                                   no, i can't get up                                                                                                                                                   i was worryin' about how this thing would turn out                                                                                           wondering how i could make everything go down my way                                                                                     it's gotta be that way
    funny how you try to hold so tight                                                                                                                       the more it slips away                                                                                                                                        the closer that you look                                                                                                                                     its all a blur                                                                                                                                                          i need a new today
    Chorus:
    won't you save me                                                                                                                                            from the selfishness that keeps me far from you                                                                                                hold me'til i know i hear You say                                                                                                                     you're not looking for perfection                                                                                                                        just a willingness is fine                                                                                                                                      You will always have my attention                                                                                                                      You just wanna hear me say save me
    How did i get here stuck in themiddle                                                                                                                    I wanna do right                                                                                                                                               But its easier to think about only me                                                                                                                     It could only be
    Can i wake up from this life that i'm livin'                                                                                                             tell me again that it's all forgiven                                                                                                                      what You see in me                               
    funny how you try to hold so tight                                                                                                                       the more it slips away                                                                                                                                        the closer that you look it's all ablur                                                                                                                       i need a new today, won't you
    Repeat chorus
    funny how you try to hold so tight                                                                                                                       the more it slips away                                                                                                                                        the closer that you look its allablur                                                                                                                        i think i need a new today, won't you
    Repeat Chorus

Saturday, 28 October 2006

  • lOsers

    you know what I just totally "love?" When people come visit my site and don't leave me a comment or anything, but then go to someone elses site that they happen to like better and they DO leave a comment. Just because I am not wrapped up in Calvary anymore like some alumni, doesn't mean I don't care. gosh. and outside of that, people that come to my site that don't go to Calvary... what did I do to you to not get a comment? As a matter of fact, what did I do that is so horrible that I can't get comments from anyone (namingly calvary people), but others can?

    Sorry this just really gets on my nerves.

     

    I guess I should just stop using xanga. we'll see.

     

    Katie

    alone

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

Monday, 25 September 2006

  • Life... what?

    So I'm not sure what is going on anymore...

    I lost my best friend....

    School sucks more than anything... I probably won't be there much longer

    My parents and I are gettting along well. that helps a lot.

    I can't find a good church...

    I love my boyfriend a lot, but as does every relationship, we could work on some things.

    I feel like I've lost all sense of reality. I guess I wasn't prepared for the real world when I left Calvary.

    Well I hope it all smooths out soon cuz I dont like feeling like this

     

    love you guys

     

    Katie

     

    sadkitty

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    • Birthday: 5/30/1988
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